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Article 9 Part One and Part Two
Anne Ripley Smith, wife of Dr. Bob, Mother and Co-Founder of A.A.
Pioneer A.A.'s
Most Ignored, Forgotten, yet Critically Important Resource
by Dick B.

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Part
One
Let’s meet the woman Bill Wilson and others frequently
called the "Mother of A.A." (See Dick B., Anne Smith’s
Journal 1933-1939: A.A.’s Principles of Success, 3rd
ed, pp. ix, 10, 54, 137, 139; Sue Smith Windows and Robert
R. Smith, Children of the Healer, pp. 29, 43, 152;
Women Pioneers in Twelve Step Recovery, Hazelden,
1999, p. 2).
I’d been going to A.A. meetings regularly for about four
years and had never heard Anne Smith’s name mentioned. In
fact, when I went to the Seattle Convention in 1990, I never
heard it mentioned by the diligent historians and archivists
attending archives meetings there. I had been advised to
read DR. BOB and the Good Oldtimers, and she was
mentioned there. However, I was to learn from Dr. Bob’s son
that even this mention occurred under strange circumstances.
A.A.’s New York archivist suggested to Niles P. that he
interview oldtimers. When Niles approached Dr. Bob’s son,
the son asked, "Are you going to write about my mom?" The
answer was, "No." Smitty then said he wouldn’t tell the
staff writer anything at all, and he asked his sister Sue to
do likewise. Later, the staff member returned and picked up
such facts as did wind up in the Conference Approved
biography of Dr. Bob that was published by A.A.W.S. in 1980.
Now I’ve been to Akron several times to interview Dr. Bob’s
daughter, to attend Founders Day Conventions, to interview
archivists and historians and oldtimers there, to visit the
Intergroup office and Dr. Bob’s Home where A.A. was born,
the King School Group which was A.A.’s first group, and to
interview early participants in the founding years of A.A.
such as former Congressman John F. Seiberling, son of A.A.
co-founder Henrietta Seiberling. Despite all those visits, I
have yet to see any significant, specific, account of Anne
Smith’s contribution to early A.A. Her precious journal is
not present. On the stage at the Conference are pictures of
Bob, Bill, and Sister Ignatia; but there was none of Anne
Smith on the occasions I attended. So, like so many other
quests for our history that I undertook, this one had to
begin outside the borders of my own fellowship.
On the plane to Akron for my first interview with Dr. Bob’s
daughter, I was preparing by reading Ernest Kurtz’s
Not-God: A History of Alcoholics Anonymous. In an
obscure reference in footnote 32, on page 275, of the 1979
edition, Kurtz cited an "extensively annotated copy of Anne
Smith’s OG "workbook" in A.A. archives." Oddly, Kurtz stated
in another footnote, "This writer [Kurtz] was struck in his
interviews of 6 and 7 April 1977, that both Lois [Wilson]
and Henrietta Seiberling stressed that Anne Smith’s role in
the beginning of A.A. has been much underrated" (footnote
15, pp. 264-65). Kurtz seemed to give little attention
either to the Bible, Quiet Time, Shoemaker, the Oxford
Group, or early A.A. literature; and that may explain why he
did not publish any significant information about Anne
Smith, her role, or her vitally important journal (which
Kurtz called a "workbook"). Whatever the reason, I did not
yet grasp the significance of Anne Smith at that point.
Later, as I was reading pages 115-16 of Mary Darrah’s
Sister Ignatia: Angel of Alcoholics Anonymous, I
saw a reference to Anne’s "Oxford Group journal." Darrah
seemed to have inspected a portion or portions of Anne’s
"journal;" observed its relevance to A.A.; but then moved on
with her rendition of Akron history. Not surprisingly, she
focused on her own view of Ignatia’s importance, and Anne’s
journal received no significant attention.
Only later did I realize the treasure that needed to be
unearthed. Working with author Bill Pittman, A.A. archivist
Frank Mauser, Wilson’s former secretary Nell Wing, Paul L.
who was the archivist at Stepping Stones, and Dr. Bob’s
daughter Sue Smith Windows, I resolved to obtain Anne’s
journal and to learn as much of the specifics about her as
possible. Sue wrote a letter to A.A. General Services
requesting that a copy of Anne’s Journal be provided to me.
Frank Mauser submitted the request to the Trustees Archives
Committee. Approval was granted. And I obtained from GSO a
copy for myself to use in my Anne Smith’s Journal, a
copy for Dr. Bob’s Home, a copy for Bill Pittman, and a copy
for Sue Smith Windows. Sue believes that many pages are
missing from New York’s document, and I believe I recently
may have found some of them.
The important thing in this introductory part is to
introduce you to Anne Smith. So let’s begin with these
facts. Anne came from the Chicago suburb of Oak Park,
Illinois. She was one of four children. Her son Robert
informed me of the brilliance and business successes and
accomplishments of her brothers. Anne herself won a
scholarship to Wellesley College. After graduation, she
returned to Oak Park, Illinois where she taught school. She
met Dr. Bob at a dance at St. Johnsbury Academy where Bob
was a senior. Her son likes to say that they finally married
after a "whirlwind courtship" culminating many years later
with their marriage on January 25, 1915. She returned with
Bob to Akron; and I have been told they first lived down the
street from their ultimate home at 855 Ardmore Avenue, in
Akron, now called the "birthplace of Alcoholics
Anonymous–where it all began."
Anne died before Dr. Bob did. The date was June 1, 1949.
Bill Wilson asked for letters from fellowship people,
telling some of the Anne Smith story. Bill promised to
publish them–something he never did. But Anne’s
daughter-in-law Betty Smith obtained those letters and
graciously provided them to me for inclusion in my Anne
Smith book, and some were!. Regrettably, almost every
discussion of Anne has talked more about Dr. Bob, about the
fellowship, and about their love for each other, than about
Anne’s specific importance and contribution to A.A. I have
now revised my book on her journal three times. See Dick B.,
Anne Smith’s Journal, 3rd ed., and
I hope to publish the actual contents of journal itself in
full before very long. I know it will provide immense
assistance to those in A.A. who really want to know and
understand what early AAs heard and read and were taught.
Each morning, in the developmental days, AAs came to the
Smith home at the crack of dawn for what they joshingly
called Anne’s "spiritual pablum." Anne had a Quiet Time with
"the guys," as her daughter put it, every morning. On those
occasions, they would read the Bible, pray, seek God’s
guidance, and sometimes consult a devotional such as The
Upper Room. Of great significance is the fact that Anne
shared the contents of her journal with the men and invited
discussion.
From 1933 to 1939, Anne was writing down materials from the
Bible, from the literature she and Bob were reading about
the Bible, Jesus Christ, prayer, healing, the Oxford Group,
and Sam Shoemaker’s views. Her journal is 64 pages, some
written in her own hand and some typed for her by her
daughter. As a recent chapter on Anne said (apparently
paraphrasing my material in Anne Smith’s Journal):
Bill W. once called Anne Smith "the mother of AA."
This may have been not only because of her actions,
but because of the direct influence of her thoughts
and writings on the Twelve Steps and other AA
literature. Anne attended Oxford Group meetings from
1933 (two years before her husband’s recovery) until
1939, during which she kept a workbook, or
"spiritual journal." Its notes on the Oxford Group
principles and her own comments reveal a close,
unmistakable similarity to the wording in the Big
Book. For example, Anne writes of an Oxford Group
prayer, "O Lord, manage me, for I cannot manage
myself." Note the comparison in the Big Book, Step
One (p. 59), the "pertinent ideas" (p. 60), and the
Third Step prayer in Twelve Steps and Twelve
Traditions, or Twelve and Twelve. Another
example: Anne writes in her journal, "We can’t give
away what we haven’t got." Recent scholars cite
dozens of similar comparisons (Women Pioneers in
12 Step Recovery, Hazelden, 1999).
Although I contributed to Women Pioneers a chapter on
Henrietta Seiblerling, I was not asked to do the Anne Smith chapter.
If I had, there would have been specific references to, and
quotations of, the "dozens" of familiar expressions to which that
book’s statement refers. But that material has yet to be published
in its entirety. Much is covered in my Anne Smith’s Journal
title. This material needs to be presented by someone who realizes
that Anne was not merely summarizing "Oxford Group"
principles--quickly to be discarded. Rather, it is a compendium of
A.A. sources, teachings, and ideas of the pioneer years. It covers
all six of our major sources: (a) Bible. (b) Quiet Time. (c) Sam
Shoemaker’s teachings. (d) Oxford Group principles and practices.
(e) Anne’s own detailed suggestions for Quiet Time, for working with
new people, for daily surrenders, for reading, for Bible study, etc.
(f) The specific Christian literature early AAs read and from which
they borrowed basic, biblical ideas for their program.
In ensuing segments, I will try to provide you with
specifics from Anne’s Journal. I’ll set out comments about
Anne from manuscripts and letters about her. And I’ll
challenge you to consider what a great day it would be if,
in A.A. and other 12 Step meetings today, members were
privileged to hear Anne’s Smith’s Journal read, to see it in
print in "Conference Approved" literature, and to know that
it has been removed from the shadows and locked archives and
made available as one of the most important tools for
recovery in A.A. that has ever been written!
Part Two Quotations
From the Original Journal kept by Anne Smith
Pioneer A.A.’s Most Ignored,
Forgotten, yet Critically Important Resource
by Dick B.
Part Two
Quotations From the Original Journal kept by Anne Smith
As we said in the first part of this series on Anne
Smith, it is virtually impossible today for AAs to see, enjoy, and utilize
the original journal that Dr. Bob’s wife assembled and used from 1933 to
1939. We have set out many portions of it in our title Anne Smith’s
Journal, 1933-1939, 3rd ed. Those quotes were used to
illustrate how much of Anne’s language can still be found in A.A. itself.
Here we want to introduce you to some specific
segments that illustrate the diversity, practicality, and love that can be
found in the comments of this wonderful woman of early A.A.–a non-alcoholic,
yet perhaps its most articulate teacher. For it was Bill Wilson himself who
said that during his stay at the Smith home in the summer of 1935, it was
Anne Smith and Henrietta Seiberling who gave him and Dr. Bob a much needed
spiritual infusion.
"GENERAL PRINCIPLES
[From page 2 as numbered by GSO]
1. A general experience of God is the first essential, the
beginning. We can’t give away what we haven’t got. We must have a
genuine contact with God in our present experience. Not an
experience of the past, but an experience in the present - - -
actually genuine.
When we have that, witnessing to it is natural, just as we wish
to share a beautiful sunset. We must be in such close touch with God
that the whole sharing is guided. The person with a genuine
experience of God and with no technique will make fewer mistakes
than one with lots of technique, and no sense of God. Under
guidance, you are almost a spectator of what is happening. Your
sharing is not strained, it is not tense.
We must clearly see and understand our own experience and
carefully articulate it, so as to be ready to know what to say or
use parts of it, when the need comes to share with others, in order
to help them.
Act only on prayer and under guidance. Prayer is real, and
prepares the way for people.
Share with people - don’t preach, don’t argue. Don’t talk up nor
down to people. Talk to them, and share in terms of their own
experiences, speak on their level.
Proceed with imagination and real faith - expect things to
happen. If you EXPECT things to happen, they DO happen. This is
based on FAITH IN GOD, not on our own strength. A negative attitude
toward ourselves or others cuts off God’s power; it is evidence of
lack of faith in His power. If you go into a situation admitting
defeat, of course you lose."
[Comment: Those who are familiar with A.A.’s Big Book will quickly
recognize the large number of ideas in the foregoing half-page of quotes
that correspond to language Bill Wilson used in A.A.’s basic text. Thus on
pages 18-19 of the Third Edition of A.A.’s Big Book, Bill talks presenting
no "Holier Than Thou" attitude, nor lectures, but rather a sharing of
experience. Bill even refers to a Bible expression in saying, "many take up
their beds and walk again" (John 5:8: "Jesus saith unto him, Rise, take up
thy bed, and walk. And immediately the man was made whole, and took up his
bed, and walked: and on the same day was the sabbath."). See also, the Big
Book’s comments about being "beyond human aid" (p. 24). About "the loving
and powerful hand of God" (p. 18). About contact with "that Power, which is
God" (p. 46). About "consciousness of the Presence of God" (pp. 51, 63).
About "All men of faith have courage. They trust their God. We never
apologize for God" (p. 68). About "we ask God what we should do about each
specific matter" (p. 69) About "God can remove whatever self-will has
blocked you off from Him." There are many more examples.]
"THE FIVE C’S
(From page 4, as numbered by GSO) . . . .
Conviction.
Try to bring a person to a decision to "surrender as much of himself as
he knows to as
much of God as he knows. Stay with him until he makes a decision and says
it aloud.
4. Conversion.
This is the turning to God, the decision, the surrender."
"WHAT SURRENDER MEANS
(From page 42, as numbered by GSO)
Surrender is a complete handing over of our wills to God, a
wreckless abandon of ourselves, all that we have, all that we think,
that we are, everything we held dear, to God to do what he likes
with. . ."
[Comment: Again, just look at the Big Book Third
Edition: "We stood at the turning point. We asked His protection and care
with complete abandon" (p. 59). "3. Made a decision to turn our will and our
lives over to the care of God as we understood Him." (p. 59)]
"(a) What are the conditions of receiving
God’s guidance? (From page 38, as numbered by GSO)
We must be in such relationship with God
that He can guide us; He will not force Himself on us. The
Sons of God are those who are guided by the Spirit of God. If we are
wholly surrendered we can absolutely count on guidance. Constant
renewal of consecration is necessary. Surrender is not an
attitude attained; it is an attitude maintained. The major
condition is being absolutely willing and looking for God’s
direction in all things. We cannot receive guidance if we hold back
an area, an habit, a plan. We must be alert to His direction in
Every thing; little things, as well as big ones such as career
and marriage"
[Comment: Anne had her eye on passages in the Good Book that were
familiar to our pioneer AAs. See 1 Corinthians 1:17-24; 2:9-16; 3:11, 16;
12:3-13; 2 Timothy 1:14; James 1:5-8; 1 John 2:27, 4:1-6, 13; 5:1-5].
"8. LET ALL YOUR READING BE GUIDED (From page 16, as numbered by GSO)
What does God want me to read? A newly
surrendered person is like a convalescent after an operation. He
needs a carefully balanced diet of nourishing and easily assimilated
food. Reading is an essential part of the Christian’s diet. It is
important that he read that which can be assimilated and will be
nourishing. If you do not know what books to read see some one who
is surrendered and who is mature in the Groups. Biographies, or
stories of changed lives are very helpful for the young Christian. "Life
Changers " by Begbie; "Children of the Second Birth"
Shoemaker; "New Lives for Old," Reynolds; "For Sinners
Only," Russell; "Twice Born Men," by Begbie, story of
the Salvation Army in London Slums; "Twice Born Ministers,"
Shoemaker; and others.
Books like, "He That Cometh," Allen;
"Conversion of the Church," Shoemaker; all of E. Stanley
Jones’ books are very good. Some have found Fosdick’s little books,
"The Meaning of Prayer," and "The Manhood of the
Master" helpful. One should by all means read at least one book
on the life of Christ a year for a while. More would be better. "The
Life of Christ," Stalker; "Jesus of Nazareth," Barton;
"The Jesus of History," Glover; "The Man Christ Jesus,"
Speer, are all good. See your ministers for others if you desire.
But get those biographies of the Master which bring out his
humanity. An understanding of the Cross and its meaning for life is
absolutely essential. The best popular interpretation I know is, "If
I be lifted Up," by Shoemaker. It is a group of lenten sermons.
Christ ought to be as real to us as our nearest and best friend.
Of course the Bible ought to be the main Source Book of all. No
day ought to pass without reading in it. Read until some passage
comes that "hits" you. Then pause and meditate over its meaning for
your life. Begin reading the Bible with the Book of Acts and follow
up with the Gospels and then the Epistles of Paul. Let "Revelation"
alone for a while. The Psalms ought also be read and the Prophets."
[Comment: Early AAs read all these items. I found
them in Dr. Bob’s library (See Dick B., Dr. Bob and His Library).
I found them in Henrietta Seiberling’s reading (See Dick B., The Akron
Genesis of Alcoholics Anonymous and The Books Early AAs Read for
Spiritual Growth, 7th ed). I found them in Clarence Snyder’s
library as shown to me by his wife Grace in Florida (See Dick B., That
Amazing Grace and The Books Early AAs Read, supra). And I found
many mentioned in DR. BOB and the Good Oldtimers and in early A.A.
pamphlets and articles. Anne was the Bible student, the teacher, and the one
who conducted the Morning Watch at the Smith home. It is therefore not
surprising to see the language on page 87 of the Big Book, 3rd
ed.: "There are many helpful books also. Suggestions about these may be
obtained from one’s priest, minister, or rabbi. Be quick to see where
religious people are right. Make use of what they offer." And when I see
communications from people that say "A.A. is not for Christians only"
or Lois Wilson’s remark that "not all drunks are Christians," or hear
someone in a meeting talk about excluding all but Conference Approved books
from meetings and discussions, I bemoan the lack of knowledge of our own
history and of the Big Book itself that exists today. There is no index of
forbidden books in Alcoholics Anonymous, and there never was one. Dr. Bob
was an avowed Bible student, Christian, and member of Protestant churches.
But he read, recommended, circulated, and studied the works of Roman
Catholic writers, of Confucius, of "new thought" writers like Trine and Fox,
and the Bible itself. He went to Roman Catholic retreats, Bible and tooth
brush in hand. And he seems never to have spoken ill of any religion or
denomination–an example today’s AAs would do well to observe.]
"Barriers to a full surrender. (From page
18, as numbered by GSO)
Is there anything I won’t give up?
Is there an apology I won’t make?
Is there any defeat in my whole life, I refuse to
count as sin?
Any person I don’t like to meet?
Any restitution I won’t make?
Is there any guidance I have had but refused to
follow?
Is there anything I won’t share? Let my surrender be
wholesale.
Narrow vision, rigidity, a staleness in your
relationship with Christ.
Telling a lie.
If you are sore in yourself, do you work it off on
somebody else.
Intellectual doubts arise out of an attitude of
mind.
You can’t ask forgiveness from someone you don’t
believe in.
Ideas about self - holding on to my own judgment of
things, people, common sense and reason.
"You can’t use a fine needle to do rough darning"–
Are you willing to take any amount of trouble to win others that
Christ has taken to win you?
Each confession a fresh humiliation breaks down
another barrier. You can get to the place where you have nothing
left to defend - that is release. You can go naked to God"
[Comment: There are hundreds of similar guides,
observations, challenges, and ideas in Anne’s 64 pages, plus those we still
need to find. You can see many discussed in my title, Anne Smith’s
Journal, 1933-1939, 3rd ed. You will be surprised, as so many
are each day, to see just how much of Anne’s thinking and teaching underlies
our fellowship ideas. And do you see any mention of "higher power," or of
"acceptance," or of "things happen for a reason," or "there are no
coincidences in A.A." Whatever you think of such expressions, they should
certainly balanced against an understanding of what some of us now "old
school A.A." Let’s learn what we were and how successful we
were before we start inventing new gods, new philosophies, and new
interpretations of "reality." The Big Book and the chatter in meetings, if
not accompanied by our history, could be likened to a conversation with
Thomas Jefferson without a knowledge of the Declaration of Independence.]
Our Great Opportunity Today
What a great and unusual day it could be in Twelve
Step Fellowships if we actually saw a copy of Anne Smith’s Journal
–mine or hers–on the literature table at a meeting. What a great and unusual
day if someone read just one page from the real, the original, the un-edited
Anne Smith’s Journal at an A.A. meeting on the 4th week of every
month. What a great and unusual day if A. A. World Services started
publishing the real history of early A.A. instead of the diverse opinions of
thousands who haven’t a clue where we came from. What an opportunity to
change the failing treatment ideas to the early "Program" by just reading at
a treatment program what that early program was, as exemplified by Anne’s
Journal. What a great and unusual day if speakers and International
Conventions and other Conferences began talking about something other than
their own experience, strength, and hope. One can read the Book of Acts, as
Anne suggested, and see plenty of victorious experience, strength, and hope
that was based on belief in, and reliance upon, the power of God. The lame
walked. The dead were raised. The sick were healed. That’s what early A.A.
was really about. In fact, if you look at the 12 times the word "Creator" is
used in our Big Book today, and if you realize that the word "God" with a
capital "G" is set forth–by name or by explicit reference–over 400 times in
today’s Big Book, you might be hesitant about questioning the literature
that gave rise to the very "Power" (the power of Almighty God, our Creator),
Whose kindness, healing, and forgiveness put Alcoholics Anonymous on the map
as a viable life-changing society that really had an answer to the "drug
problem."
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©Dick B.
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